In this Moment

In my latest novella meet Eddie, a widower, a father and a man trying to balance the attentions of his nymphomaniac babysitter, his domineering boss and a growing attraction to his charismatic work colleague, Jason. This story explores sexuality, and contains scenes of gay sex, fem-dom and just plain naughtiness.
I think it is a fun, romantic story, I hope you agree.

  Mindy bounced up and down on top of Eddie.
  He squeezed her breasts tentatively, partly because he was trying to contain his lust and not come within the first five seconds of her undressing and mounting him, but mainly because it had been so long that he had no confidence in what he was doing.
  He was a beta male who had somehow wondered into an alpha male's fantasy. Mindy stood 5'2,'' the idea of youthful perfection, complete with slender hips and perky breasts. She was the girl next-door, blonde hair in a swinging ponytail, a winning smile. The smart but slutty girl home for the university break, glasses on and knickers off. Most of all, she was his son's cute babysitter and she was almost twenty years younger than him.
  "Look, this is nice, really nice. But I don't think it's quite right. I'm a lot older than you." Eddie panted, more than spoke. He couldn't look into her smiling face. He dropped his gaze and found himself staring at her strawberry-colored nipples.
  "I know. That's why we're doing this." Her voice was breathy as she slid up his length and then plunged down on him.
  "We're doing this because I drank too much tonight and my friends were teasing me about how long it's been since, well, since..."
  "Since you got your cock wet?" she said with a teasing smile. "How long has it been?"
  "Two and a half years. I haven't wanted anyone since Karen died."
Mindy stroked his cheek in a tender gesture. "That's cute and I'm honored to be the one to break your draught and all, but talking about your dead wife doesn't really do it for me. Change subject. Tell me how tight my pussy is and how great my tits are. If you flatter me enough I'll let you take my ass." She gave him a wink.
  He couldn't tell if she was for real or if she was teasing. He put his hands on her hips to stop her riding him, although his instinct was to use this beautiful pert body to wank himself off. He bit his lip and tried to keep the more moral part of him in control. "Mindy, we should stop. I'm taking advantage. This is wrong. I had all these thoughts in my head when I came home. And then you were there, curled up asleep in front of the telly. My lust took over. You're a very attractive girl. I'm sorry that I've let things get this far."
  "You're not sorry and I wasn't asleep." Mindy pinched his nipples.
  Eddie cried out. It took all his willpower not to thrust up into Mindy, as if his arms did not have enough strength in them to actually lift the petite girl off him. He could barely concentrate on anything, let alone absorb what she'd just said about not being asleep.